Some days are up and some are down and sometimes it's just moments. But motherhood is always there. I was going through these photos I took yesterday of the little man. I edited them last night hoping they would lighten my heavy heart a bit, but had no such luck.
Then, he cuddled me this morning. Said 'momma - read, book - please?'. After reading it twice I offered to him to take it to 'dadda, maybe he will read it to you, so momma can go to work'. He said 'no, dadda. Momma, read, book - please?'. My heart soared. Thank you little man - you have no idea how much momma needed you to remind her how lucky she is to have you.
And how much joy I have found in motherhood.